In which I reminisce on the folly of my youth...
"Deus ex Nihilo"
(nothingness)
When I was 15 I learned
that 99 percent of everything is empty space
and I felt that my puerile nihilism
had been quantified and affirmed
by some divine twist of fate;
a quantum consolation
for my premature malaise--
a deus ex nihilo
--It should, I thought,
make my soul searching all the easier
with all that open space...
...until I looked into a mirror
and wondered if I had a face.
Then later I read
what some McLuhan guy said
about mediums being the message;
and if a void knits all things
then we must all just be
a ghost tapestry,
reality's vestige--
a phantasmagoria of noisy mutes
--every uttered breath of poetic longing,
every stroke of genius and brush:
just one chasm yawning into another,
a silence embracing a hush.
The facades of absurd apparitions
compelled me to pen eulogies
to those noble Sisyphean hollows
that bore bravely the palls of our being:
Oh, Sartre, we barely knew ye,
for you were barely there to be known.
Camus, you stayed always a Stranger
glimpsed darkly through a fogged French window.
(being)
Ah, those weren't the days...
But I was dumb when I was young,
and though I can't say much has changed on that end,
I have stopped looking for answers in empty space,
and started filling it in.
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