hello good p.m. you know as i understand how you expressed yourself in your letter, i think you are a good man and yet you are very much individualistic because you can move with your own life without help from others. God is touching you because He can see what is inside your heart but your mind is over powering with logic that you can do without God.God loves you so much because He doesn't want you that your goodness will come to waste, He wants to say that you imitate His goodness by sharing this to your neighbor,that is why there are times that you are empty. Start to seek the face of Jesus while He still be found and learned from Him. Go back to church, stay there and listen to the rhythm of the Mass and ask the Holy Spirit to fill your empty mind with His own language. Don't worry i will pray for you too.
Bruce, it is so nice you are talking to me. I am a new for the forum, and learning slowly to get into.
If you now some contacts from Arizona please let me know. I need some support to use this forum an
would like to learn from someone who is from Phoenix. If you have time and will to help me please take my invitation to visit me, maybe. I like your smile . When i will learn how I will post my smile also. Stay with God. Nina