

my husband wont. I tried suggestiing that last year and he wants nothing to do with religion even though he converted to catholicism in 1998 before we got married. He is an evil mean man and blames everything on me that has gone wrong in our marriage. He resents me even though he is the one having an affair. I wish I could hate him but I don't. I am not strong enough to forgive and forget. I will never forget what he has put me through.
WHat am I to do. I can't go on like this any longer. I have died inside. I am just walking around with a heart beat, thats all filling in time at home or at work, that I don't even llike being at anymore. I have hit rock bottom, and there to stay. Nothing has changed over the past year and never will. I have very little faith right now. I fear, no one can save me now.