Welcome back - have missed you and been praying that you are well...you have clearly been missed. I believe there was even an OP that wondering if something had happed. You have had many CAF posters praying for your well-being!
You were so much a part of CAF for many years. It is sad not to see you posting. If you are ill, may God restore your health. If you are disgruntled, I truly understand. Take a nice break and come back.