Jade, may God bless that couple. I'm glad you enjoyed the wedding, and felt moved by the biblical nature of the wedding.
I've only glimpsed that part of California that I could see from a plane in 2000-1, and while finding my way around LAX to and from Phoenix...but I'm happy your enjoyed your time there!
You said, Life seems to be spinning out of control right now. I just need to remind myself that God is in control and I must submit to His will.
Jade that sounds like you could do with some prayers and maybe even hugs. I'll be thinking about that and talking to Jesus about it, as it sounds like my little sister might need His special care right now.