The picture sounds very awesome!!
Mary is your Spiritual Mother, never forget that.
Do you pray the daily Rosary? St. Padre Pio said that the Rosary is "THE WEAPON".
And I think it's like that too after the power of the Mass.
The daily Rosary has changed my life. You should look into joining the Rosary Confraternity. There is a group here for that. There are spiritual benefits associated with being in this Confraternity and St. Dominic often spoke about the awesomeness of the Confraternity. You just need to pray all the mysteries at least once a week to reap the benefits of membership.
Do think about it seriously it's a great thing to do!!
The Rosary has changed my life. I love Mary!!
Have you finished RCIA yet? When do you get Confirmed?
Take care, God bless you always, In JMJ, Christine +++