Thank you for all of your great comments and prayers. Thank you for checking up on me.
No, it really isn’t getting any better. It is truly a blessing that you wrote to me in my current state of mind.
Yesterday (Sunday) I was seriously thinking about leaving her this Friday. Saturday morning while she was lying in bed I gently asked her, “What do you expect to gain from this divorce? You have a loving husband, a husband who has never had an affair, a husband who comes home every night and doesn’t go to the bars, a great father to our children (which she herself has said on more than one occasion), a good person (which she herself has said on more than one occasion) and loving family. If there is any possible way you can give me a sign that what I am doing is touching your heart please give me a sign”.
She did not say anything.
That’s okay, I have learned to Let Go and Let God do his work.
God Bless and thank you for your prayers in advance.