I agree with getting rid of the scale. Not hiding it, not storing it, getting rid of it. Trash it if necessary.
Also, I agree with seeing a counselor. This is a psychological illness that needs professional treatment. If you are really bad off, you may need to be admitted to a clinic for treatment and re hydration.
Go through every single food item in your house. Cut away all nutrition facts. If this ruins the original box/package, use tupperware. Never EVER read these again.
Throw away all laxatives from your home. If you want the same effect EAT your fiber. Eat lots and lots of raisin bran, shredded wheat, whole grains, fruits and veggies. These help you loose weight naturally and healthily, while supplying your body with necessary nutrients and minimal calories.
If you are to the point you don't/can't even eat..DRINK! Don't stop drinking. Water, soda, juice, milk, koolaid. Anything. Get medical help NOW if you are at this point. I know, I have been at this point!
Get NEW friends. If your friends are causing you to think you are fat, get NEW friends. If your friends are affecting your self image, then they are not really friends...are they?
Get rid of (or severely limit) media in your home. Stop watching t.v, reading magazines, surfing the internet. The models, actors/actresses can lead negative self image problems.
Certainly keep that beautiful faith! I wish I was so strong in faith when I went through this.
Finally, if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me. I have been through this before, big time, and know others who have too. It's not a sin, it is a serious, life threatening illness that needs treated NOW, before it gets worse.
I've been worse. 94 pounds and 5 foot 7. Don't let yourself get there. Stop it while you are still in control. You show control by posting here.