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I see this thread maybe isn't as active as it used to be, but I thought I'd sign on anyway...

To be honest, I want to lose weight because I am miserable when I'm not healthy. MISERABLE. It's a huge cause for depression, opening for Satan to attack me, the source of fights b/n me and my fiancé (because I don't want him to touch me or tell me I'm pretty), not to mention the comments I get from my mother...

It's just difficult. It's difficult to pay that much attention and not drive yourself crazy.

I was in the best shape of my life two years ago, and I honestly don't know where the time went or how the weight got here so quickly! I just slowly made less and less time for running, let myself indulge a little bit more...and here I am, 30 pounds later, motivationless and miserable!

Anyway. I just wanted to come here and maybe find women who want to be fit, but don't want to be unhealthy--and want to be fit because we are in some way called by God to be so.