Originally Posted by bigdjr
Hello I just joined this forum today after searching on google for help. I'm an Eastern Chaldean Rite Catholic. My life has been a constant struggle and its a really long story but i'll try to make this brief. For awhile growing up I've had thoughts of killing, committing suicide, turning my self over to the devil, tempted to take over hell, to fight against God and to be more powerful than Him. I've had at least 4 encounters with Satan and his demons through dreams and actually seeing a spirit in real life. The mental attacks usually get worse with stress or when I'm angry and weak. I pray everyday but what doors am i opening that causes me to let the devils come near me?
If it's any mortal sins like pornography, fornication, masturbation, adultery, murder, dangerous drugs, drunkenness, anything like that...stop it at once! Then cut off the source: if it is porn and masturbation, pt up filter, use internet less and for only necessary reasons (email, work, NOT games, surfing, youtube, movies); if mortal sin through relations with others, stop seeing those people and cut off all contact with them!
I understand Eastern Chaldeans do not believe in Confession (sacrament of Penance/Reconciliation). What a shame. Confession has been known to kill the devil's power in a soul, and prevent him more entry. Convert to the Roman Catholic Church. Although your church is in union with the Holy See, you lack the proper materials to combat the devil.
Also, pray the Holy Rosary.
God be with you, brother in Christ.