Help to change my time on the internet.
Well it seems i go from one problem to the next, and it becomes frustrating and at times depressing.
I am working on being more social, i have returned to college and the full week starts this Monday 5/14, so i should be busy which will help with my current problem.
and that is the internet !
I spend way to much time on the internet, mainly to socialize and that leads me to getting into drama and wasting time that needs to be focused else where.
If I could make everything right, I would only be using the internet as a tool to get productive work done based on helping others.
And I am pointed in that direction,
In the mean time, a few extra prayers my way to help me focus on college, building social skills, and learning how to be a good leader would be appreciated.
I have mentioned on a few threads that i am in a discernment process...
n I should be talking to my Spiritual Director this upcoming week for the first time n look forward to it...
I just hope that if I am called to a vocation, that I will be very productive, and busy, and that i wont have down time that will have me hours on end on the internet.
I remember my time in the army and there was rarely a day when i had enough time to be online, i wasnt always doing the right thing with my time, but at least i was in the real world.
The Internet can be a double edged sword, I just hope one day it stops being that for me and becomes a solid and strong tool i use to help others in a vocation that i am called to be in.
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