I’m sorry, y’all. If you are tired of reading about my divorce, don’t continue.
3 years ago today, I walked down the aisle and said my vows in front of my family and friends. (Protestant wedding, fyi) I held my fiancé’s hands and listened to the chaplain speak about the beauties of marriage, fiancé had a tear fall down his cheek as he whispered, “you’re beautiful.” We said our “I Dos,” kissed, and walked up the aisle with our family and friends clapping and smiling at us. Our reception afterwards was amazing and so much fun. I left being scared (moving 8 hours away from family) and excited to start my life with the man that had just married.
Fast forward to this horrible day: Still married, but divorce is in process. Still loving this man, even after all of the heart break. And in so much pain today. I can’t stop thinking about our wedding, I mean, it IS our anniversary.
Right before lunch today I started crying in class today. Instead of going to get some lunch and relax, I cried for an hour in my car. I tried to listen to the radio coming home, actually Pandora. Anyway, every freaking song made me think of his tail. Country, Pop, Rap, EVERYTHING. I even used up my skips and couldn’t skip songs anymore.
I don’t really have a question or really a point to this. I just needed to vent a bit. And I hope he had a really lousy day.