My family has fallen apart. It has caused me pain, anger, confusion, and saddness.
I have no idea what to do any more. It is not a simple story either I just don’t know where to begine with it all. I am looking for spiritual advice to help me see my path and start to heal I hope. I am worried that I might have not make right choices. Is God going to be dissapointed with me.
My sister Antonia: I am the oldest she is 10 years younger than me. She has 5 children all girls. She has lived with my mother and father for about 6 years with her children. Even though she for most of the years had no job she basically did not help my mother with anything. Chores, bills. even taking care of her own children.
In December of 2009 my sister moved her new boyfriend into the house, this was just one more person for my mother to care for. This caused a big fight which ended when my sister threatened to kill my mother. That was enough for my mother she moved out to live with my uncle in a small town 40 miles away. I had gone to my parents house a few time shortly after to visit but soon stopped going by. I could not deal with the horrible things Antonia would say about my mother (lies lies lies) I also could not stand how she destroyed the house and how she neglected her children. There is no talking to Antonia she is always right and does not listen to any reason instead she become angry and hatefull. I often feel bad that I do not go by, but I just cannot deal with the situation over there.
There is of course many things in between what I have said here so please ask questions.
I am going to start here because this is one of the situations that is going on. But this also has snowballed into many different situations with the hole family.
I hope to find friends to listen to my hole story ask questions and give me ideas how I can deal with all of this in a spiritual way. I believe this is the only way to help