I do not know where to turn to, so I go here.
My faith is weak. In all honesty, I don't know that I have ever truly believed before. I have never known what that means. I have an intellectual understanding of why God must exist, of why Jesus is his son, and how he saved humanity, but I cannot say that I have ever felt any of this. I have such doubt. All of my understanding is in my head, and not in my heart. I seek God, I truly do.
Please, if it is appropriate (because I don't even know that it is), pray for me, Taylor C., that my faith may grow and that I might truly believe.
(And please, if anyone has any guidance they feel is not appropriate for the boards, send me a message)