I side swiped a guard rail today. It was a minor accident and my bus ran fine except for a dent. nevertheless I should have reported it, but because I have had so many foul ups at my job I panicked and didn’t. NO ONE got hurt. I drove in literal terror all day that I started to get chest pains. I finally did report it, but I reported it as a hit and run when I was on my break.
I feel terrible. I have no excuse. I was scared.
Please ask God to take pity on me. I am going to confession and I want to make up for it (as well as other things) I just didn’t wanna lose my Job. I am sorry.
Please ask God for his Mercy and his protection. I try, but I always mess up. I need my job.
Again, I have no excuse. I have no friends. They have all gone. The only people I can consider my friends are the kids on my bus ( I drive a van.)
I feel so foolish because I am what I hate, and I feel that God must be getting tired of it ( I know I would.) I am a big believer in responsibility, but when cruch time came I failed. I have learned slowly to not be judgemental and be fair and to keep my mouth shut. I still have a long way to go, but I do try.