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Ok so my room at home is very clean. Not a spot on it (or so it appears) and i regularly clean it and rearrange my furniture. But on thing is bothering my scrupulosity. You see i have ocd and before anything major ir anything exciting or really big. I feel the need to obsessively clean. Like scrub ny bathroom, dust, rearrange furniture, and just clean for hours. But there is one mess i have never cleaned. The under part of my bed and some tables are very gross (they are) and i have never even though to clean then (i forgot they were evn dirty. I actually made the mess when i was smaller (mist of it.) And a few weeks ago i decided allllll my stuff had to be perfectly clean before Easter. So iscrubbed the bathroom, reareanged the furniture and cleaned out my closet etc etc. But i reallly didnt want to clean under the bed and furniture (rhe really gross mess) so i put it off until yesterday. Yesterday i cleaned the mess up but had to go to Mass and was unable to finish. Now i got uptoday and felt really sick. (I have days like this often) and so i didnt finish. And i also had the same prob at my grandmas house (i have a room there-very clean except for this mess). And im afraidbi wont have time to clean it today. And u might ask why do u have to clean it today? Because easter vigkl us tomorrow and that is a really big thing!! And i am afraid to be welcomed into the Church because i have this idea that if i dont have this cleaned then i am commiting slith!! Please help!!! This has been driving me crazy…sorry for any spelling errors im on my phone abd its hard to type.