Hello guys. This is my first topic and post, so let’s get a little in-depth about me.
I’m an Indian. Born as a Hindu, as much as I am ashamed (you’ll understand, not “ashamed” in a general sense, but you’ll see later) to say, I am being forced to act, walk, talk and live like a Hindu. Unlike Europe, Asia has strong grip of racism. Even High School forums require religion “certification” before joining.
Why I am shamed of my “mother country”, is that it is filled with sinners. Not even its theology makes sense, their gods cursed and even killed mortals, unlike our Lord and Savior, Jesus, who died for us…What I hate about India is how much they put religion as a public thing rather than a pure private thing. Even my parents say that I should be a Hindu, not a Catholic.
I am not planning to stay in India my entire life. After I get my scientist degree (B.S in computer science), I’m going to fly to England. But, as the people around me complain of me having a religion, a personality, my faith around Jesus is losing…
I hate India and its religion, they don’t follow their own religion’s rules (Devil, do they even have rules? See my classmates, and my neighbor) and force their false religion on my throat. Do I choose three Gods, with Forgiveness so kind to forgive even a bad person like me even after he comes treachery against Them, or some billions of gods that will curse me if I don’t follow their retarded traditions? I chose the former.
My faith on Jesus, Mother Mary, God, and the Holy Spirit is strong. But even it is getting losened, as people are forcing me to be a Hindu. Yesterday, my classteacher told us to fill out forms, that of course, included religion.
My parents wrote ‘Hindu’, which was right next to ‘Christian/Catholic’.
I was so insulted, so agonized…religion is not a private matter for them. It’s not about my parents, they’re not the only one against my faith, but it’s about society. I was insulted, I was sad. The kid who has 10/10 score in almost all subject ,shouldn’t have his own religion.
What can I do? Why He is letting this happen?