I finished my consecration to Jesus through Mary according to St. Louis de Montfort today March 25, 2012, on the Feast of the Annunciation.
But just now I realized very deeply that I have a terror, an absolute terror involved with doctors. I have just suffered mistreatment and disrespect in the care of enough of them that I am afraid to put myself in a position where I would have to trust one whom I do not know. I have dealt with many incompetent doctors, and I am just too terrified to trust any of them, regardless of whether any particular one is competent or respectful or good and reliable and trustworthy.
What I would ask is you pray to God to give me the courage to trust those whom He puts me under the care of. Please ask St. Luke to pray for my help as well in rebuilding much needed trust when I must rely on a medical professional for healing or treatment of any sort. I have just been mistreated so often that I experience excruciating agony just thinking about having to put my trust in a doctor whom I do not know.