i have been going to Adoration Monday-Wednesday; my Church does not have it every day. i want more but i don’t know what to do. i can not get enough! i don’t know if this will make sense but there is “something” i should be doing. i have an appointment with my Pastor but it is for another matter. i don’t know what it is; it is a very strong feeling, a loss if you will. As a young child i wanted to become a nun, however due to also wanting to be married and the fact i was forbidden to do so by my kin i did not pursue it. Besides i have other struggles and i am now unworthy to become a nun so i left that thought alone.
i hope it was alright that i posted here, i am sorry if i should not have.