[quote="Taunted_Octopi, post:19, topic:309700"]
Where I cannot fully empathize with your situation, I can understand the question of which vocation has God called me to? What I have come to see is my vocation at this time is that of single life. While I feel the pull to learn more and more about my love, my God, I also have a strong desire for a husband, a family. I understand that for the time being I am to carry the vocation of single life with grace, taking charity to the world around me,while guarding my chastity jealously.
Single life is a beautiful thing it allows one to find who they are from their own eyes as well as from the eyes of God. I have been single all my life, never once have I had a boyfriend or anything close. In the end if God has called me to the life-long vocation of singleness I am at peace with it, I will with joy serve the people of my community, and my parish, and do so with a love that comes from Christ through me.
May God give us both peace as we make this journey, and may we see the perfection in it's ultimate end.
Your wholeheartedness to follow God is very admirable. I think I understand what you are saying as I also feel like I am supposed to be single right now..to have that freedom to learn about myself, my faith, and God. Thank you very much for sharing this. :)