Well i am a young catholic.
I am it seems addicted to masturbation, i know its a sin, and always feel guilty afterwards,
but i just cant seem to help it, i like girls. Besides this i think im pretty good, i dont commit any other sins, I go to church and have miraculous medals.
Its pretty hard living in a place like Australia, I been in churches and literally been the only person under 40 years of age. And i know that out of the hundreds of people i went through catholic schools with only a handful go to church.
At times i feel like the only person in the whole bloody country my age who actually is religious, and thats the same thing my mother told me when she was growing up.
I dont have any catholic friends who go to church,however i did have greek orthodox friends when i was younger.
To be blatantly honest most people are somewhat against religion, they laugh and mock the magic sky god, the secular culture promotes many immoral things.
I dont have a problem with my religion and i have thought long and hard about catholocism and accept it fully. Im not fanatical im just a normal person who wants to inherit the kingdom of god.
It pretty disheartening at times knowing i face the journey alone, except for my family and a few others.