All right, so as I think I have said before, I deal with an addiction to masturbation, especially doing these online sexual role-playing games (think of it as being cybersex except is textual only and myself and the other participant use a made-up character, not ourselves).
Anyway, this past Sunday, I was at my house doing those sexual RPGs/masturbating. I finished as it were–I am not trying to be funny or cute here, just descriptive without being inappropriate. Soon afterward, I had Mass to attend–my parish is like four blocks from my house. So, I changed clothes, got ready, etc. and walked to the parish. I know I rinsed my fingers/hands at least once, but I worry that I somehow contaminated the Holy Water and that my hands were ‘unclean’ as it were (we have those small basins of Holy Water at each entrance to the sanctuary so that one can dip their fingers and make the Sign of the Cross).
Am I being Scrupulous here? Should I bring this up in my next Confession (obviously, I will confess the masturbation/lust/being a scandal to others online)? Priests tell me I go into too much detail anyway (and that is plural–several Priests, possibly every Priest I have received the Sacrament of Reconciliation from, have said this), but I don’t want to invalidate a Confession by not giving a key point or something.