the deal is this, i have made this email account, and with it some accounts with it. the problem is i think i could have had done stuff that could be considered occultism and were related to the name of the account (trying to control my own soul) altough i dont think i have done that (at least 2 years since i made it). then i got this idea that well since the original account was problematic maybe as a punishment God could let demons to attack or something if i used them, and maybe extended to those stuff related to it (like a new email that i changed on a forum account i made with the original).
so the deal is this, i want to make new ones just to be sure, but then i got this problem that when creating the accounts i fear that not using a name i like or the same password as in those, im being superstitious, on the other hand i think that using them will be like using the other accounts. so what am i suppose to do? I made another one some days ago but i avoided the name and the password so i fear i have been superstitious on that.
also is it sinful to dont investigate if something is or not a sin, for example in this case i just said “well i dont know, but i dont really have any hurry in knowing” and avoided making them and getting some stuff just to dont think about it.
PS: my real problem i think is that after reading about vincible and invincible ignorance i feel like my judgement has 0 value, i have the idea that im worrying over nothing, that I indeed can use the password and the name, without any problem, and that the other account maybe was being very scared but not superstitious, given that i did not give any magical properties to that, but just tought of being guilty or open to attacks because of using something shouldn’t. but i feel like i can’t trust my own judgement specially in somewhat important stuff.