So to make this brief:
Yesterday I walked up to my window and saw my neighbours doing something that I initially thought was sexually intimate but wasn’t too sure as they appeared to be dressed. I then sat down and tried to cancel it from my mind.
However, after a few moments, Curiosity took the best of me and i walked back to the window to ‘double check’ - not out of lust but honestly out of a certain kind of curiosity - the kind that is hard to settle unless you check out for yourself.
They weren’t there thank goodness so nothing there to see. However, did i committ a grave sin by purposefully putting myself into what could have potentially have been an occasion of sin?
Also, i later heard excruciating ‘noises’ of sexual pleasure so onvooualy what i first saw was an act of sexual intimacy (even though i wasn’t sure). What followed was a fierce battle against a temptation to lust and thankfully God helped me out so I did not give in.
But did I commit a mortal sin by taking a second look earlier on?
Any advice would be greatly appreciated, been stressing out for 2 days straight now.