I’m going to try and dispel a few things before I even get into the purpose of this thread.
I’m educated (but probably not the best writer)… I’m engineer to be exact. I don’t drink, I’ve never done drugs. I’m basically your typical neighbor. Contrary to the typical stereotypes I’m a relatively pleasant person. And I’m going to try my hardest to make this a discussion rather then a flame thread. I am here for a reason after all.
Now a little background. I am a Satanist. There is not a time I can remember that I wasn’t, at least not anymore. When I went to church, and Sunday school when I was child they taught me about God and of course Satan. The latter appealed to me more I suppose. I remember going through communion and thinking to myself, I wonder if they can tell. Who knows when that was, it was a long time ago.
I am not apart of some cult. I don’t know any other Satanists like myself. Remember I’m not a LeVey Satanist… and many other Satanist’s believe Satan/Lucifer is some type of enlightened being trying to bring knowledge and truth to mankind. I do not claim to be any of these faiths. No one knows this by the way, it has always been my own private journey.
So aside from many of you considering that a rather large problem, I do actually have a different problem… and that is the reason I’m here.
My loyalty is not boundless and there are many things I will not do, I don’t want to end up in jail after all. And some things just don’t suit me. But because I did choose this there are some annoyances. One of which is a very strong desire to get people to do things not exactly in line with their moral compass, aka sins. Recently it has become more of an obsession. It’s become increasingly difficult to maintain control or concentration. And just something to top it all off, I feel next to nothing … but that’s not really anything new.
I expect some not so nice responses, and even some 'what did you expect’s. Heck I’m not even sure if the moderators will allow this thread to stay up. If not, it’s totally understandable and I won’t post here again.
Thanks for your time.