I’m really embarassed to ask if I committed a mortal sin for the third time on this forum, but I just came out of confession and I’m freaking out about possibley commiting another one.
So here’s what happened. I was online and I stumbled accross a website for a group (it wasn’t anything inappropriate). When I saw it I wondered if it had any attractive members and as a result I opened up the web page. This was my only reason for doing so. I was not seeking to become sexually aroused by any pictures, nor was my plan to fantasize about anyone. I have no interest in doing either of those and I’ve never had any interest in it. Since the web site didn’t have any pictures I can’t say what I’d have done; most likely I’d have quickly looked through. So did I commit a mortal sin?