To make a long story short, I’m thinking I could be pregnant-- only a couple weeks. I am ashamed to admit I’ve been praying to not be. Even hoping for a very early miscarriage. I feel like a monster.
We already have children, I just had a promotion, big (costly) plans and… And a huge miscalculation on my part with NFP. Any prayers to delay more kids until my career is more stable are appreciated. DH is ready now, I’m not. Not that I have a choice.
I’ve been a member of CAF since 2007 but can’t log into my acct. God bless you all, your kind words and prayers and advice over the years have meant so much!