This is my first post in these forums my name is Jacob and I am 19. I am in a relationship with a girl who is officially a member of the Church of Norway, I love her that is not the problem. My problem is that for the last 10+ years our lord has called me to the priesthood. Why would god send me a beautiful, loving, companion and at the same time haunt my heart and my dreams with a burning desire to become a priest, a desire that has been longer in my heart than my love for her. but I know that to become a priest my relationship with her would have to end which in thus would break my heart and hers which I could not do to her. I know my troubles are unusual but they still terrify me. If anyone has advice or perhaps if a priest strolls upon this plea of help it would be greatly appreciated.
Your brother in Christ