I’m not sure I understand the first part of your post.
I also have a new question which has been eating me all day.
Last night I remmebered a confession I did a while back where the preist asked me if lies I had told caused me to be a hypocrite. I seem to remeber saying no, but then correcting myself. It’s just that the latter seems very fuzzy and I don’t rember if it even happened. My fear is that I may have lied to the preist about those sins and caused that confession to be invalid, which is made worse by the fact that that confessin was my hope of fixing years of bad confessions.
Well I left that confession completely relieved but I’m now terribly worried. My question is, that if that I did lie to the preist about my lies (which I’m uncertain) and caused an invalid confession, am I forgiven by the confessions that followed, where I confessed the sins I was aware of?
I know I really should take my scrupulous problems to a preist (which I’m hoping to to soon), I just need to have an idea of what to acually say and not take up more time than needed by repeating myself.