I need a lot of prayer. On March 8, 2005 I will be baptized in the Spirit. I know it is only less than a month away, but I am seriously not sure if I will make it until then. I am having a lot of problems right now, and I oftentimes get bad thoughts. I have been talking with someone about it, but I’m not sure how much longer I’ll be able to hold the retaining wall, so to speak.
Anyhow, I am really banking that the Baptism in the Spirit will get rid of these bad thoughts. If not I don’t know what I’d do. I’m having lots of memory problems, too, and other health problems (like back and anxiety problems) as well. It’s been going on for about 7-8 years now, but the past 3 years have been insufferable, and I am slowly losing my will to live. I know that God can heal me, and I’ve been to at least ten miracle healing services. None of them have helped me get better, and I really need God to heal me next month or I’m not sure if I’ll have any more chances to pray. So, please pray for me before March 8, 2005. That day is the day of St. John of God. So if you could ask him to ask Jesus to heal me on that day, I would be more than gracious. Thanks!