Right now I’m really having trouble with loneliness. I’m out in the middle of nowhere - I basically go in to work every day and then go straight home. Same thing with Mass - I show up on Saturday and then leave right after. I have to in order to make the bus. All the church social stuff is on Sunday when public transit doesn’t run.
And it’s killing me. I’m lonely, I really want someone I can physically be around. Not sexually, but I want to be able to actually give someone a hug or just sit next to someone who isn’t a stranger. I’m working on getting out of this situation but in the meantime I just don’t know how to cope.