I am confused about my masculinity. A man is supposed to show strength, chivalry and self-control and a developed character. Also to think lowly about himself.
I feel like a disgrace to my manhood.
Its very difficult for me to make friends because I don’t make eye contact.
I am planing on seeing a psychologist about it which I should have done earlier. And possibly also joining the men’s parish group.
On the plus side, I visit the Bible study group.
I also made a friend for life, with an Adventist woman about 10 years older than me who was a Catholic as a child whose father is a professor in theology. She did a healing “reset” with me and had similar issues to me regarding severe mental health and treatment. She says “you’re so smart, all I know is God”. It’s great when you meet genuine people for support.
Please ask St John Bosco to pray for my mental issues, but especially for “delinquent youth” who don’t know God and the Church or are fatherless.