Hello my friends
Recently, my fight against has taken a resigned focus; I have convinced myself that no matter how many times I go to Confession, the same sins will hamper again and again. It has drained my confidence, so much so that I haven’t been to Confession in three weeks. I have not received the Eucharist either in that same time, for there is no graver sin to me than the sin of sacrilege. I bring this question to you today because I wonder if my attitude is a sin against the Holy Spirit, despair of salvation specifically? Despair of salvation refers to the notion that one’s sin far exceeds the Mercy of Christ and is therefore irredeemable. Therefore, while not being adamant of my damnation, would being disposed to an opinion of ‘most likely damned’ be in the same category?
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I wish you all a Merry Christmas and may the Peace of Christ come to you and your families.
God bless you.