[quote=Stylus]There are often times when I think in my mind…‘Did I commit a mortal sin? No…I didn’t really want to…right? I felt like I was at the time…I think.’
First, we are talking about grave (serious) matter, right? Remember, carefully form your conscience in the light of what is grave and what is venial.
Okay, so I assume your issue is that it is grave matter, but you no longer are convinced that you did it without full consent of the will? If we are talking one particular sin, that you have fallen into before, repeatedly, then you must give some thought to your life. What are you doing in your life? Where are you going? Whether it is mortal or venial, you probably need the advice of a spiritual adviser. So I’d go get advice from a real priest, in the context of the healing of Reconciliation.
Don’t fall into the pride of thinking **you **couldn’t have done a mortal sin. I’m not sure if that applies here, though. Just go confess it without making a song and dance that you are so beneath yourself or anything. Confess it, let it go.
Just the 2cents that comes to my head.