bizarre

After the overdose I went to a hospital 45 minutes away in NJ. they took me off ALL my familiar medications and I had a serious lower GI issue after drinking charcoal. The overdose was random. I just lost control. I am sworn not to make suicide attempts any more. It was a mild overdose but ended up stressing my heart because of one of the medications I took.

Then something bizarre happened when I returned to my apartment. I got very cold and my toes started turning blue. It was summertime and the temperature on the A/C was set to about 75 I guess. I started jumping up and down to warm up, and one of my breasts “dropped,” it’s hard to explain but now I have to go for a special, lengthy mammogram. I put on a sweatshirt and went for a mile walk in 80 degree weather at a fast pace. My eyes, hands, and feet were already starting to turn inside out, this is also hard to explain. When I returned to my apt I called my mom and dad. I wound up being taken to the hospital again by ambulance at 3 in the morning from their house. Even the cats were scared of me and they still get nervous around me now. It was a horrifying experience that took weeks to recover from, physically. Maybe I haven’t really recovered. I just posted about feeling weak and helpless and not being able to drive. I guess what happened through the overdose was about as bad as it felt at the time. STRICT WARNING: do not attempt suicide. You will likely end up still very alive but DAMAGED.

Praying for you that Jesus leads you to someone that can give you complete healing.:gopray:

With God all things are possible! Jesus came for all of us!

May our Lord Jesus Christ lead you into his light and truth.

Dear Blessed Mother, intercede for “mouse333”.

may the good Lord Jesus take you by the hand and lead you safely out of the dark place you have fallen into, God bless you

:frowning: DANG! That sounds AWFUL!

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So sorry that’s happening to you!

Did you talk to your doctor about this?

As to transportation, too bad you weren’t located near a busline so you could at least get out and about.

Once, I actually had hand problems, and my family helped me relocate to a place that had good mass transportation. It made a huge difference in my life. Before, I was practically a prisoner in my own house!

Here, in Mexico, I don’t even own a car, don’t actually feel I need one. I can get almost everywhere in my wheelchair, and cabs are cheap. Too bad you couldn’t be somewhere with a metro or buses, if you can’t get around.

Do you have a phone number you can call in case of emergencies, like a suicide hotline where eyou can talk to someone about your feelings in the meantime?
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

Hail Mary, full of grace, The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed
Is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary Mother of God
Pray for us sinners now
And at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

Prayer for a Miracle

God of all creation, you who spoke a simple command and brought forth light from
the darkness, I ask you now to send forth your miracle-working power to heal mouse333. You cleansed the lepers, opened the eyes of the blind and by
speaking a simple command, you empowered the crippled to rise up and walk.
You sent forth your life-giving power to all those in need, including those you raised from
the dead. I ask you to send forth your healing power into mouse333’s body and give him the strength to fight his illness. I ask this through my Lord, Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen

Gracious and merciful Father, please come to their assistance.

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed are thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.
Amen.

I’m praying.:gopray:

Praying for your health & recovery.

I just said a prayer for you. Take care and God bless you.

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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end
Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thy intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy, hear and answer me. Amen

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