OK. Let me spell it out. I hate God. Literally.
I am so miserably unhappy with my life, and I believe that God is the reason. I believe that he has singled me out and is deliberately causing my unhappiness, sorrow, and depression. He is manipulating the events in my life to cause me to be unhappy. The only luck I ever have is Bad.
No one could have a life as unhappy as mine just by chance.
Why do I believe God is behind this? Because no one has ever been able to convince me otherwise. I am sad constantly and people ask me why I never smile. It’s because I have no reason to.
I guess it is really pointless to even be asking this question because if my life on this Earth is any indication of how much God “loves” then I expect with all certainty that I will be going to Hell.
God doesn’t love me and this is an irrefutable fact. Prove me wrong.