Hello Catholic forum,
I just joined, mainly with the intention of creating this particular thread. I hope that is not a problem, but you might see me around more often in the future, who knows! As you can read in the topic of the thread… my boyfriend might want to re-enter seminary. Perhaps I am selfish, but it upsets me so deeply. I have a fair idea of what you are thinking, yes, “God has a plan”, and “If it is meant to be, it will work out”, but I can find no comfort in this.
I cry a lot about it, I feel very mad and confused. Not at him, but at myself, because I don’t know what to do. What on earth am I supposed to do? We spoke about it, and he says we have enough time, that he wants me to be part of this decision. I feel so lost and confused. Part of me wants to stay by his side and support him regardless of what his choice will be, but I also feel stupid and unhappy in doing this, which I do believe is the right thing to do? Is it not? I don’t know. He won’t let me go, yet something inside me tells me I should let him go, so he can he figure out what his calling is. What do you guys think?
Please share your opinion, I am so lost about what to do.