I ask this question mainly to see if I am beating myself up too much or being too scrupulous. Last night I went out with friends to just destress and I had a pitcher of beer. (like that jug of beer thing) over the course of say 2.5 hours. Then I drove home. I had a long day of traveling so I got drowsy while I was driving home but not to the point of swerving or anything but still, I was drowsy and maybe the alcohol did not help.
I feel bad because I feel like now I lost my state of grace by putting my life and someone else’s life in danger. Therefore can i receive communion today? I woke up fine just a little fuzzy and maybe a slight headache but i was not slurring my speech last night or falling over or anything but still.i just want to make sure that I am perfectly morally okay when I receive communion because i FEAR receiving the host in a state of mortal sin.
i dont know what to do…i feel tired and I went to confession yesterday, and I dont know if i should go to confession again today. I dont like going through the week without recieving communion because I suffer alot of emotional trials…Should I sit out communion today?