I am a 52 year old man who has struggled with bipolar disorder my entire life. It is controlled by medication (and the grace of God). My question is prompted by the desire I have to join the church, having prayed about it and read copious amounts of Catholic-based literature (including the Catechism of the Catholic Church in it’s entirety). I was wondering if my illness is a hurdle in (or a barrier to) the process of becoming a full member. I have been baptized in a different congregation so I’m hoping to join as a professing Christian who has come to the realization that the true Church must be represented by the actual substance of Christ (the Eucharist) and that without it we’re basically bowing to ideas.