Speak with your priest about your struggles.
Search this program's website to help you and for accountability.
May you find the graces to escape the traps you have suffered.
EDIT: I see the links are broken.... I will be able to fix them later today and make a new post.
from their website: reclaimsexualhealth.com/
RECLAiM Sexual Health offers an anonymous, science-based, Catholic online program, and provides resources for those who desire to reclaim God's plan for their lives, and the lives of loved ones impacted by pornography or other unhealthy sexual behaviors.
It's time to RECLAiM God's original plan for your life!
RECLAiM Online Recovery Program
Get the help you need while keeping your privacy and anonymity.
RECLAiM is Online and Available 24/7
from Reclaim website:
Tracking Success & Receiving Feedback:
Your Daily Tracking Calendar -This incredibly valuable tool helps you identify patterns and trends in your daily life, making it easier to consistently progress forward.
Crisis & Setbacks
At times, your cravings and urges to act out your unwanted sexual behaviors can be so strong they're like a wave crashing over you. This state of mind is called a "crisis." In the RECLAiM program, you can immediately access your online "Crisis Tools" to get through "the wave."
There will be situations where you give in to your cravings and experience what we call a "temporary setback." When this happens, you simply open your "Setback Tools" page and follow the simple steps. Self-flogging, self-loathing and despair are a waste of time. You will learn how to immediately pick yourself up, assess what went wrong, make adjustments and instantly begin progressing forward again.