So I saw this girl at church some time ago, and ever since I saw her I can’t stop thinking about her. I think I might be in love with her. But there’s a problem:
She is a very beautiful person. Now I realize that there must have been times in her life when she may have made mistakes. I know that everyone makes mistakes in their life, but for some reason I find it hard to forgive her. I’m not perfect myself, I know, but I can’t bear the thought that the person I’m in love with might have given their mind and body to someone else by lusting after them. Also, because she is beautiful, I can’t bear the thought that other men might have lusted after her or sinned sexually against her, or found her to be sexually appealing. I don’t know why I’m having these feelings. I feel unable to forgive all these evil things. I want my future wife to have been a pure and faithful person who would never even dream of looking at another man. The thought of all these evil things makes me hurt so much inside.
Apparently, God protected Sarah from evil people. Now, I’m not a prophet but can I trust that God has also protected the person I love from these evil things? Or am I having these feelings because God doesn’t want me to be with her? Feel very confused.