Hi guys, i dont know what to do … :(.
Few months back i started my vocation process to become carthusian monk ( brother )
I was in one of the carthusian monastery in Europe.
Iam so sad because of mass ( to be clear, iam not against of any prooved catholic rite )
Carthusians receive communion while standing. I think this just ruined my vocation.
What do you think , should i find another monastery or shoul i continue with carthusians.
At the moment i feel so lost because of IT.