I think that summed it up in one sentence. So here is the run down. I am not yet a convert to the Church. I am waiting for my annulment, that has been granted but still must go to the final appeal. My husband is finally getting his paperwork sent off to get his annulment started. Mine took so long I thought it was never going to happen, but my husband was overseas durring that time, and I was pregnant with our first child (my third) so there were no real issues. Now that he is home and we are not fighting all the time anymore I am strugging to stay faithful to what I know to be the truth. My husband isn’t Catholic. Some days I am lucky if he even believes in God. He trys to respect me, but its hard. I tell him no, I shut him down ALOT! but I know I can’t keep it up for much longer. I am certain I can’t do it and keep my husband too. HELP!
I am also dealing with some other things about my other two kids not living with me and why its taking so long, and what on Earth the good can be of them not being with either of their parents. But that is a seperate issue for another forum. I am a multi-stressed person. Which brings me back to my problem.
I have gone over it a million times. I know that I need to be obediant and follow the teachings of the Christ. I am not even sure what I asking for here, I guess I just need to hear from some people who are living this too. I feel like such an alien sometimes, I mean my husband’s been gone for 15 months and I don’t want to have sex with him? And the kicker is he is totally hot! Like all buff and muscular and tall and just HOTTTTT. Not helping, at least my first husband was short and fat, it was easy to not have sex with him. :rotfl:
Thanks in advance!