This is really beginning to frustrate and sadden me.
I’ve found myself coming increasingly closer to God, and in more recent times I’ve possibly been the happiest I’ve ever been. I’ve been praying my rosary, praying a decent amount and offering up personal prayers and intentions for others too as well as reading the Catechism and Bible.
But what I’ve increasingly found difficult is that the more I spend time involving in building up my faith and spending time involved in faith activities, I’ve also found myself increasingly tempted into sin,
Now as anyone who has seen my posts regularly, one of the biggest issues I have has been surrounding sexual sin. I have over the years struggled to deal with my sexuality and how it has affected my relationship to God. It is likely my biggest weakness.
It’s almost like someone/thing is deliberately trying to stop me from being faithful to God, to try and break my relationship with God by tempting me. What’s worrying me particularly is that some of these temptations have been things where ordinariy I wouldn’t have been tempted.
Any ideas what I can do to help the situation?