I’m sorry for making so many threads.
So, my disability has progressed to a certain point. My knees are constantly wobbly, which are really difficult to control. Due to this, my mother has been crying every day. She prays to God to cure me, and says that she will never believe in God if God doesn’t cure me.
She’s certain that, if you pray to God earnestly and pray more rosaries, God will cure me.
For me, I’ve just accepted that God has given me a cross to bear.
I told her about my viewpoint, and she said, “No, I cannot accept that. If God doesn’t cure you, I’m going to believe that He doesn’t exist.” I told her that He does, and He has been comforting me every day. But my mom is continuing to protest that if God doesn’t cure me my mom will never go to church again.
I’m just worried that, if God doesn’t cure me, my mom will end up in hell for rejecting God.
I wonder if I should be praying to God saying, “Thank you for being with me in this suffering, Lord.” or, “God, please cure me.” I’ve been praying both but now I feel substantial pressure for me to be well again for my mom’s sake. I’ve been told that my disease is incurable but my mom keeps saying that my disease is certainly curable if I believe that God will cure me. For me, I’m just thinking: Lord, let your will be done.
I’m just worried my mom will leave the Church if I don’t get better.
What should I do?
Note: I’m unable to go to a priest to talk about this issue due to the nature of my disability.