I have a bit of an addiction with a certain venial sin - several of them, actually. I recently went to confession to confess a certain mortal sin, as well as all my venial sins, of course. I felt imperfectly contrite for my mortal sin (that is, I felt bad for doing it not because I love God, but because I’m afraid of hell and I thought the sin repulsive). However, while I did feel bad for having done the venial sins on a conceptual level, I didn’t feel at all any desire to stop doing them (‘them’ being the venial sins I’m addicted to) - when I thought about removing the temptations or even not doing the sins in the future, everything in me yelled (and still yells, even as I type) “HECK, no.”
So, were my sins absolved, or some of them, or none at all? Can I recieve Holy Communion? I’d appreciate answers, and especially sources for these answers. I’ve searched high and low myself, but found nothing relevant.
Thank you all in advance for your help.