I am in a situation where I would like to go to Absolution and being taking part in the Mass. It seems as I believe I am in sin that the holy spirit or something is guiding me well and I listen. But I am just not sure if I am feeling contrite enough for absolution. I am losing interest in pornography more and more but I know looking is it. I am in mortal sin. I am definately getting help from on high. Should I be praying for a contrite spirit?