This might sound strange, but I am so unconfortable with this situation that I thought it could be useful to ask for some advice.
Okay, so the problem is: I am quite a confident, optimistic, joyful person during the day. Specially during the morning. However, if, for some reason, I’m left alone during the night (21:00 onwards), I suddenly become depressed and I feel completely alone and forgotten by everybody.
In example, today my dear gf went to the movies with a (female) friend. We didn’t meet today. So, when the night arrived, I just couldn’t stop thinking of her, and how I love her, but then start wondering if she feels the same, etc. etc. etc.
You get the idea.
I try to pray at night. It doesn’t change much, though. I feel better, of course, but it doesn’t solve the problem per si.
Of course, you’ll say: “try to get asleep early and wake up early too”. However, the flow of thoughts during the night doesn’t allow me to fall asleep. I need to be in peace to rest.
So, how to feel less alone? How to overcome this huge psycological problem of mine?