On the contrary, it is examination that will often draw people into the Church. Thinking persons and persons such as yourself who have had a powerful spiritual experience, have no choice but to examine the claims of the Church. This is part of what it means to study to show yourself approved.
Fighting against God would require that one respond in defiance to what the HS has taught, and infallibly protects in the Church. This can be one outcome of “examination”, but certainly does not have to be.
When they heard this, they were furious and wanted to put them to death. 34But a Pharisee named Gamaliel, a teacher of the law, who was honored by all the people, stood up in the Sanhedrin and ordered that the men be put outside for a little while. 35Then he addressed the Sanhedrin: “Men of Israel, consider carefully what you intend to do to these men. 36Some time ago Theudas appeared, claiming to be somebody, and about four hundred men rallied to him. He was killed, all his followers were dispersed, and it all came to nothing. 37After him, Judas the Galilean appeared in the days of the census and led a band of people in revolt. He too was killed, and all his followers were scattered. 38Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. 39But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God.” Acts 5
No worries, tgG, if the CC is not of God, it will amount to nothing.