I recently went to a wedding, met up with the guys from the other side of the family, some great canadian people. Really sincere, good people, but not necessarily believers in God. Now what really depressed me was that, according to Catholic Canon Law, the chances of those people attaining salvation is very slim, they most probably believe in sex before marriage, contraception, etc… Now I know its weird (I only knew these people for a day), but, its very depressing that these people will burn in hell for eternity.
One of the ladies really touched my heart. Not in a relationship kind of way, but just her genuine kindness and true charity, but she has been brought up in a way that she has been decieved by Satan, believing all the things that modern society promotes, self worship, posessing “things” etc… , so for all purposes a lovely person but still not worthy of Christ, (Im not presuming, i could be wrong, but thats the impression I got).
Am i right to think that, basically, she is going to burn in hell forever for following what she has been brought up to believe. I know that we are the one True Church, but why has God allowed these people to be born if only to be put in a society where it is very hard to find Truth.
God, its depressing.
All i can do is pray, but i cant pray for the whole world (well, i can, but you know, not individually), and the whole world is full of people who are nice people but will burn forever.
I really cried about it last night.
Id rather be destroyed at the end of this life, than live for eternity without the people that are close to me in this life.
Is heaven a false happiness? Blinded by God and his beauty we forget about this life. VERY depressing to me.